Wednesday, August 3, 2011

I want to see this guy again...but i think it's wrong?

I met a guy that i reli liked in crete (senior trip)...we kept in contact for like three weeks. He then came from his country to mine (6 hour by train) payed a hotel...stayed wif him 5 nights...without telling my parents and pretending i was sleeping over at a friends. I talked a lot wif the guy, got to know him...yeh did stuff too...he wants me to go visit him...and i reli want to. He is a reli good guy, and sweet and honest. Thing is my parents would never let me go visit him. Im almost 18...but yeh...i know what ive done is wrong. But that was the only way i could have spent time wif him nd i dnt regret it. But now i dunno if i should jst stop trying to continue this wif him...since i know my parents wnt let me...altho when i go to uni...im gonna be 18 so ill be able to visit him. He even wants me to come for xmas...i dunno i reli reli like him. We reli connected, talked about life, family, values, god, anecdotes, experiences, stuff we never told others...etc etcbut i dunno anymore. Coz my dad asked me when i came back whether i lied and whether the guy came. i sed no, nd he sed good coz id b very pissed if u lied. he doesnt want me to get pregnant like my aunts and sis...i totally get it. i dunno anymroe...fml

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